Feelings Right After A Ruptured Brain Aneurysm

Why The F*#k Am I Writing This?

Aneurysms Hurt is the one place I can go to express how I really feel. I hope in time my writings express happiness, positivity, joy...what people I have conversations with seem to think I should be feeling. 

Let’s get real here.  Listen to the people around you.  If you’ve been through this or something else that surprisingly didn’t kill you then you will totally get how idiotically stupid they talk.  Lol, those  people complain about their lives yet tell me I should be fricken grateful that I lived through this?  I lost everything and I should be happy?  WTF are those idiots thinking?

But , hey, go ahead and whine about your lives.  Just realize that you’re talking to a stranger.  Literally.  I don’t know who I am.  It’s weird.  I’ll write more about that at some point.

I sincerely hope that anyone that sees this hasn’t been forced to experience this kind of pain. At the same time I wish more than anything to talk to someone who  gets it. Life’s a bitch.   F$@!ing ridiculous.  I’m scared.  I’m pissed.  I’m confused. 

 Sorry if you’re offended but I have no intention of cleaning up my foul mouth. Funny thing is it wasn’t so bad before.